Endless Measure
Sometimes I wish I could start this life over again
Would the outcome be different? Would life go as intended?
Shadows of what if’s graze my soul on a daily basis
Never allowing me to fully know my true purpose
The mindless thoughts of how I have been affected should be the least of my worries
Underestimating my worth was always a factor in my life’s journey
Changing the unknown can be scary
But with all there is an endless measure
Following the truths that is so called stated to us, and we take it for our life’s purpose
But what if the lies where truth and the truth were lies
How do we function in a mind filled with slanderous thoughts of self and failures we have felt
Knowing our triumph comes from the anticipation of what is yet to come
Finding a known source of freedom to be who I want to be, not conforming to society
Taking a chance on experiencing the fruits of my work that was never promised
Fallen into a non factual reality is where I want my mind to stay
Feeling all these things with an endless measure
Pain and Gain go hand in hand
Given so much of myself to others left my cup half empty and my mind in a whirlwind.
Satisfaction is only what is achieved through settling but Gratification is achieved through always striving
Take the broken pieces and make them whole
Breathe new meaning into the shattered heart that once was so full of hope
Through all the roads that have been traveled in my 29 years of life I have come to accept
All my endless measures
(2014)
