Chaos anf madness
Chaos and madness is how I start my day.The presence of light has gone away .I take other people’s sadness and make it my own.Madness and sadness in me have a home.I hide behind a mask to blot out the pain.I tell you I’m fine when I’m going insane. Chaos and madness always reign supreme.I think of ways to hate myself, kill myself, cause more pain.The ache in my heart is total despair for blackness and hate is always there.Where is the light I so desperately crave.Am I fated to die an go to my grave. Chaos and madness is my total hell my hate is so dark I’m afraid light will fail.You think God gets sad when he see’s people like me, who wallow in darkness and hate rules supreme.How my life ends I simply don’t know.If I have no light for shelter, to the grave I will go...
