I never thought it’d happen,
nothing quite like this.
My hands are beaten up,
there’s bruises on my fist.
Life just got so rough,
i couldn’t swallow the pain,
i felt as if though I,
were starting to go insane.
Life got the best of me,
freedom, boos, and sex
My mind didn’t focus,
on what might be at risk.
Until all of a sudden
my world turned completely black.
Everything left my life,
and i knew it wasn’t coming back.
So to this day i question my self worth,
because all of those beautiful things
were the few i needed on this earth.
It all flashed before my eyes,
my life changed in a beat.
While the pain blew me away,
numbness swept me off my feet.
and with all the memories
i hold so neat, all i can remember
is how i was once so sweet.
Things are different now though,
im not the same.
the girl who was shined like the sun,
was now soaked in rain