#1993 #AmericanWriters #ThePleasuresOfTheDamned
looking out the window smoking rolled cigarettes drinking Sanka and watching the workers come on in
this time has finished me. I feel like the German troops whipped by snow and the communists walking bent with newspapers stuffed into
64 days and nights in that place, chemotherapy, antibiotics, blood running into the catheter. leukemia.
I blacked out after that. I guess I had consumed more whiskey than I thought. I don’t remember arriving at Nicole’s. I awakened in the morning with my back to somebody in a strange bed....
my grandmother had a serious gas problem. we only saw her on Sunday. she’d sit down to dinner and she’d have gas.
at exactly 12:00 midnight 1973-74 Los Angeles it began to rain on the palm leaves outside my window
Then there were only 6 or 7 of us.… “How you doing on your scheme, Ch… “No trouble at all,” I said. “O.… “Yes, Woodburn.” “Listen, I don’t like to be bothe…
listen, he said, you ever seen a b… bucket? no, I told him. well, what happens is that now and… will climb up on top of the others
One day I was at the bar between races and I saw this woman. God or somebody keeps creating women and tossing them out on the streets, and this one’s ass is too big and that one’s tits ...
look there. the one you considered killing you… for. you saw her the other day getting out of her car
I used to take the back off the telephone and stuff it with ra… and when somebody knocked I wouldn’t answer and if they pers… I’d tell them in terms vulgar
I watched the board and the 6 drop… after a first flash of 18 from a m… of 12...two minutes to post and a… kept jamming against my back, but… I bet 20 to win and walked out to…
he has on blue jeans and tennis sh… and walks with two young girls about his age. every now and then he leaps into the air and
bet on #6, I try red, I stare at… wonder what Chekhov would do, and… blue plates sit eating the carnage… and look very much like Russians a… my left tit and try to smile like…
I found that the only time to study was before sleeping. I was always too tired to make and eat breakfast, so I would go out and buy a tall 6 pack, put it on the chair beside the bed, r...