#1993 #AmericanWriters #ThePleasuresOfTheDamned
majestic, majic infinite my little girl is sun on the carpet—
half-past nowhere alone in the crumbling tower of myself stumbling in this the
Meanwhile, there was still Joyce, and her geraniums, and a couple of million if I could hang on. Joyce and the flies and the geraniums. I worked the night shift, 12 hours, and she pawed...
around 2 a.m. in my small room after turning off the poem machine for now
the history of melancholia includes all of us. me, I writhe in dirty sheets while staring at blue walls and nothing.
I have just spent one—hour—and—a—h… handicapping tomorrow’s card. when am I going to get at the poem… well, they’ll just have to wait
bet on #6, I try red, I stare at… wonder what Chekhov would do, and… blue plates sit eating the carnage… and look very much like Russians a… my left tit and try to smile like…
sleep at Lila’s and in the morning we get the breakfast special at th… then it’s up to her friend Buffy’s… Buffy has boy twins, father in dou… in a $150-a-month apt.
That night I took Tammie to the harness races. We went upstairs to the second deck and sat down. I brought her a program and she stared at it a while. (At the harness races, past perfor...
strange warmth, hot and cold femal… I make good love, but love isn’t j… sex. most females I’ve known are ambitious, and I like to lie aroun… on large comfortable pillows at 3…
you came out, she said, and then you kicked this guy’s car and then you threw yourself into a… you crushed the whole bush,
I went into the bends. I got drunker and stayed drunker than a shit skunk in Purgatory. I even had the butcher knife against my throat one night in the kitchen and then I thought, easy,...
good weather is like good women— it doesn’t always happen and when it does
The next day Katherine phoned me. She said she had the tickets and would be landing at L.A. International Friday at 2:30 pm. “Katherine,” I said, “there’s something I’ve got to tell you...
we were in bed and she started to fight: “you son of a bitch! you just wait… I’ll get you!” I began laughing: