i fall to the ground, im broken. i try to pick up the pieces, but im in a burden. i cant seem to find a way through. im hunted. im never seemed to be liked, never wanted.
i try to keep my head up but..but i cant seem to stop this crying. these voices in my head. im screaming im trying. i never wanted this. to be alone, with no one to hold. this ach inside my heart this peace that never seems to start. stop i cant take it anymore im tired. im fighting just to stay alive fighting just to say i tried. your mean usless a disgrace. this child this memory that can never be erased. your stuck up your full of your self... why... why am i alive.
is this what god wants. do u see what happening answer me please i just gotta know im not alone..not abandoned without my own. are you there can u hear me. please im begging i just gotta know im worthy how could this be.. is it true please heal this ach in my heart please start this peace that never wants to start.