drowning
despised disciple
I hate you, i hate you, i hate you, i say
the tears that cannot seem to go away
the nightmares and thoughts that reoccur throughout my day.
The lies you’ve told me, that I said you may.
The nights crying and tying the positivity won’t ever go away.
You have so much going for you, they say they say.
The only thing that matters is you my bae.
I want to stop breathing, you called me a heathen.
I stop and pray but the fear doesn’t stray away.
I’m losing myself i confess to say, the hopelessness is steps away.
