Faulty Disguise
I feel that no matter how hard I am trying
No one will ever hear my heart crying
The sadness that envelopes me
Makes it hard to see
The happiness and joys life can bring.
I sit alone in fear I might bring someone down
My thoughts of despair I try to drown
In the rivers of my tears
This darkness inside of me, not letting go
Makes it hard not to feel the pain
Of being lost with nowhere to go
My happiness, I try to obtain
The more I try to find this bliss
The more I start to miss
The reality of the lies
In which I hide behind, my faulty disguise
The truth I hold captive
In the chamber of my thoughts
Where reality slowly rots
