“Tipsy” Texts
To Jay, my "best friend"
I just don’t understand.
We talk like friends for a while, and everything is going well.
We’re talking about life, how the other is doing, how our lives have been.
Joke around about fighting each other.
Then you send that damned text.
“Lol if things were different that’s not how we’d be fighting”
Your words exactly. And a few texts later?
“And sorry I’m a bit tipsy”
I guess you truly don’t know
Just how much you play with my heart when you do this
I told you I was still in love with you months ago
And you told me you didn’t feel the same as before.
Okay, that’s fine. I can accept that.
But what I can’t accept is this bullshit.
This bullshit that makes my heart pound and gives me hope
Hope that I really, really should not have
Tell me why you do this.
I think I deserve an explanation.
Because let me tell you...
My heart cannot take much more of it.
Just a small piece of advice: if you say you're not interested in someone, dammit commit to that. Don't play around with other people's hearts.
