Error Found
User or Programming Error?
Nothing like living life thinking you’re completely broken and defective and alone with all of your bizarre quirks and traits and insecurities only to find out that you’re not uniquely special in how broken you are.
There are others. A lot of others. And many of us are struggling feeling guilty simply for existing.
After hearing so many many many stories of people who believe their brains are malfunctioning, getting later in life diagnosis, who are also simply struggling to continue to exist... ya gotta start to wonder:
If the divergence is so common, perhaps it’s not the brain that is atypical but the world within which the brain resides.
Perhaps the brokenness is not a user error but a programming error. The operating system is malfunctioning and we need a reboot and/or a debugging.
Or maybe it IS a user error... then what?
How does one fix the user error?
Or the programming error?
Something isn’t right.
Something doesn’t fit.
Something isn’t adding up.
And that brings me more unease than anything else.
Rambling notes for future words.
