Dear ben
Dear Ben, It’s been a long time since my last letter back in july
I’m sorry about every problem I did to you, It hurted me to say goodbye
I’ve known you since the day you were born, back in those happy days
I saw you everyday, night and day, I was your stalker, and you my prey
Remember that day at Mark’s house? I told you to take his piggy bank
You didn’t, even when I told you to take revenge with some bad taste prank
I was a voice inside your head, but you seemed to be just ignoring my call
I was mad when I told you to touch that girl, but you didn’t reply at all
Did i just bothered you? Was I some pain? Then why didn’t you left me behind?
You and I are so alike, we breathe the same way, we even like girls of one kind
I slept with you in your bed, even when you were far away from your own home
But I’ve been waiting for this moment everyday, my destiny was never ment to roam
I was there in your first kiss, telling you to make love to her that night
Even if you two were alone that night, my voice never made you fright
The last time we ever met, I was on your car, and you decided to hear my voice
You drived to the forest at 2 Am, Yeah it was quiet, there was no noise
I told you to aim that gun at your own body, you aimed to your head
You looked at me as i stared to you and my words were “You can do it, go ahead”
As you followed my instruccions you fell to the ground, and you were dead
Who would of thought that you’ll hear me and follow my instruccions to your own death
(2012)
