The monster I've become
You don’t know
The monster I’ve become
For you can’t see it
I hide it well
Until I’m around you
Then I don’t have to hide
Because for just a bit
The monster is erased
But as soon as you’re gone
The demons in my head remind me
Of my cut wrists
Of my fat thighs
Of my already planned goodbyes
So how do I live as a monster
And not be afraid
You’ll see the monster
You’ll get hurt or run away
As so many already have
As my group of so many has been reduced to so few
And I don’t want you
To become a monster too.
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