Claustrophobia
Suffocating
Breathless
Boxed in
Endless
Days seem like nights
Darkness is light
To my blinded eyes
No breathing
I’m gasping for air
This is not fair
Why can’t I breathe in without any care
Eyes open I stare
Room darkened I bare
Skinned up knees yeah I’ve earned my share
Oxygen supplementing
Government funding
Interest in torture
My mind is an order
Copied from the bottom of the last compute file
It’s been awhile
Yeah it’s bee some time
Since I’ve seen day
Since I’ve seen the sky
I’m claustrophobic
Dying in a small space
Maybe it’s meth laced
Maybe it’s in-cased
Maybe it’s floating to the outer sectors space
I haven’t seen a face
Not even my own
In a hell of a long time
I’m claustrophobic to the bone
To the T
To the max
Infiltrated the system files
Now that is a fact
Rewired the code
Rewired the frame
I’ve got new ticks and tocks inside of my brain
Cobwebs and spiders
Dusted up admires
Can’t believe I’m the only or who seems to be inspired
Oh what a desire
Oh what a fire
One that can be quench
With the thirst of men higher
Standing
Demanding
Knowledge
Acknowledge
Foolish
Who know who dished this
All I know is I wish this
Would all just go away
Rapid pulse
Lack of strength
Mind going numb
For the love of God’s sake
Shut off the motor
Shut off the hum
I’m tired of living in a world so dumb
Numb
I am numb
I can hear
Feel pressure
But all else is done
My sight is gone
Movement accord
Muscular structure
Has been obscured
Unplug me from the system
I’m wired to the max
Claustrophobia within myself
I’d rather die than just relax
I can hear you
But you can’t hear me
Just let go
Let go of me
(2014)
