Who am I? Where do I want to be? Why can’t I see I just want to be me. An individual that shouldn’t care so I don’t have to hurt when she’s  not there. Everywhere I turn I see her in my mind from broadway to gin and tonic with lime..I feel so alive when she touches me and looks in my eye. I never want this feeling to subside . I’m not that person that is unable to care. She opened my heart from the start with her pizazz and flare. I want to be with her and learn all about her.an everlasting smorgasbord From her tastes in music to the foods she  likes. To sit and talk all night and never fight. I have nothing  but love that she sparked . Like a Roman candle. I want to feel her vibrant smile  through me . Take her away and live a simple life you see. Be it a house on a hill or even a farm. As long as I get to die in her arms. That’s who I am. That’s where I want to be. And all this time I can finally see.