hiding
As time goes by it gets harder to hide
my skin with scars on the outside
the pain will never go away
but at least I wont have to stay
what do you call it when the hurt is in your soul?
when you smile and laugh but you know its all a show?
when you feel like you’ve hit your all time low?
when nothing makes you happy, and the darkness around you grows
what do you call it when you feel so alone?
when you’re in your house but it doesn’t feel like home
every choice you’ve ever made now seems wrong
the wait to die seems too long
with razor kissed wrists its all worth it
it got out of hand
I can hardly stand
losing way too much blood
as I begin to fall
this will be my little secret
ill say nothing at all
cutting deeper than ever before
my beautiful completed project lay dying on the floor.
