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Sinead Whitehouse

A never ending Waiting List

A never-ending waiting list
 
I’m at the end of the line
Patience is wearing thin
I’m weekly positive
My faith in you is misunderstood
 
Why am I so far down the waiting list
I have special priorities like everyone else
My sadness isn’t enough I get it
My fear isn’t enough that’s fine
My disbelief isn’t enough, why not
 
Trust is important yet I have none
In my life
 
Freedom shouldn’t be a gift
Choice shouldn’t be a privelidge
But you keep bringing the challenges
 
Expectations to be constantly tested
I want to do great things
I have passion flowing inside of me
 
But your plans for me are an abomination in my mind
Eating away at my personality
 
Secrets wasted
Melted happiness  is all I’m aware of
 
My teardrops turn to poisonous acid
My fears turned into interjected worry that constantly interrupt me
 
I must be so far down the waiting list

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