I have been proud I have considered myself wise I have thought that I was Far above The failures of others
Self Determination It’s never free There is always a cost Self determination Requires
Staring down Into my own Oblivion Self destruction Impossible to escape
How was it possible? Why on earth Did it never happen Before? How did you change
I thought I was the adult I had the years that is without question But experience and wisdom Those were yours
Our love cost you dear It cost you all A price I would have willingly pa… Though that cost Sadly landed on you
Are you the person I met? The person I fell in love with? Were you really just someone else; Trying to be what you thought I w… Are you anyone?
You made me young Took away all my excuses You brought me to life Demolished ever inhibition You taught me to love
2015-01-21-21-07-36_poetryx Wondering Wandering Quagmire My own creation
I want to hate you I want to blame you For all the pain In my heart I want to hate you
2015-01-01-19-13-39_poetryx World Divided I sit here alone waiting on the edge harsh reality
The two of them sat face to face by the banks of the narrow stream smoking cigarettes, throwing stone… and dismantling
It’s been 14 years Since we’ve spoken 14 years In which I’ve tried to Bury my regrets
To have kept you Would have cost me Nothing To have lost you
Driven too long with out coolant With out lubricant, my wife Blew the head gasket on the old Buick century. Now lifeless on the flatbed. Wait…