2014-12-29-22-53-36_poetryx choose each moment how to act what to say
You are a pain I can’t put out of… You are an ache I can’t cease to… The momentary joy worth limitless… Knowing the pain that was before m… I chose to embrace that momentary…
I broke something beautiful I had prior commitments I was not free to live out that fantasy
To have kept you Would have cost me Nothing To have lost you
Passions pit perfervid. Smoking cinders, and coals endure petulantly past their prime. Blisters and puss
I know That you still feel The same as I do I know That it can only
If anyone but you Had told me not to talk to you They would never have succeeded I let you go Because you asked me to.
All the spaces between. All the things left unsaid. They are like the air packed into a vanilla milkshake
Nothing to see in your Reflection The only life you possess Is what you Devour
One more meeting Just one more Rendezvous And the courage To speak up
I want to hate you I want to blame you For all the pain In my heart I want to hate you
She was never mine I was never her’s Neither loved as a possession Both possessed By the love we shared
How was it possible? Why on earth Did it never happen Before? How did you change
I’m not sure whether I love or ha… The me I am because of you You reminded me How good it felt To feel without reserve
I thought I was the adult I had the years that is without question But experience and wisdom Those were yours