she helped me find

this peace of mind,

turned my frown

upside down,

took me from the deep end,

put me in our pretend

lovely fantasy world.

is it just me?

or have i curled

into a ball, all alone,

no one to save me,

have to atone.

is she real?

can she steal

my pain away?

like a rainy day

washes off

all the grey

clouds that weep,

on our sweet

lovely fantasy world.