Deep is the pain of the recent past unwanted are the feelings, memories, and emotions that claw its way to today and who wait for tomorrow. Will these not subside will they remain as the continued struggle and sabotage to the thoughts and emotions of the future, forgiveness is the obvious key just not the door I want to unlock.  I want to cover it and rip the plans of revenge... how did I let myself get so tainted with thoughts of revenge why did I let that poison enter my veins and an enter  my life stream... the road paved before  me once had pebbles now has cracks and is uneven to the eye. Forgiveness needs to be laid down centimeter by centimeter...