not your American average
it’s funny how the little things in life can hurt the most
and it’s a wonder how i can feel so lost inside myself
I can feel lost 5'3" and 135 pounds
and it takes ages to return
as i must remain
nothing and everything
to my very existence.
I go through the motions everyday
of denial, happiness and even hate
and I don’t understand why I feel this way
I’m just the same
I’m just the same
but I feel insane and
I’d rather be an unknown sea creature than a human
I’d rather be stardust gathering somewhere than lead the life I do
I’d rather leave this life than continuing on
with the memory of who
I’m supposed to be.
because it’s not me
as it will never be.
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