I don’t understand why I feel thi
stuck beneath all this pain
you’re just a boy
and I’m just a girl
so what’s so special about what we

I wanted to shed all that you are
So i became all that you’re not
In a desperate attempt to slay the
as it grows and breathes inside
I had to learn to kill my mind

it has been 12 days in your absenc
but what is a day anyways?
24 hours,
broken up into minutes
and second

i look into your eyes
im a better me
i get those butterflies
inside youre all
i see

it’s like everyone is ok and they’
I’m drowning in no water and I’m

I’m just a gypsy spirit
i’m just a shooting star
i’m a shot in the dark
i’m the final kill
learn to take the gamble

Penney lee, oh Penney lee
why don’t you take a walk with me
to the place in the dark
where the music plays
it’s just the start

As the blade runs across my skin,
i realize its my only friend,
all the others lie
all the rest leave
everyone else

Time was so much slower in the sti
and if you don’t understand it
read the first line again
Because my life goes on after the
after the sleepless nights as I la

I don’t understand why I feel thi
stuck beneath all this pain
you’re just a boy
and I’m just a girl
so what’s so special about what we

what is love
what is pain
by my definition
they’re both the same
what is misery

Daddy did you know,
that your little girls alone
daddy did you hear?
all her cries of pain
did you ever stop

the tears fall like the rain that
and I hope it hurts and I know It
and now I just sit in silence
no music can block the things
that run through my head

I’m trying to move on
one moment I’m fine
then in the next
I’m on the floor in a ball
crying out your name

I can hear the pressure
i can see the pain
i can smell the blood
as it trickles down the drain
its night

When I shut my eyes
fear strikes within me
I’m afraid that when I open them
you’ll be staring back at me
with those bloodshot eyes

Bubbie can you hear me?
my screams because of you
oh my brother don’t you see
the hell you put me through
do you feel the tears

life is too short not to say sorry
life is too long to carry on with
no matter what price
it’s not too much to pay
to just apologize

it’s funny how the little things i
and it’s a wonder how i can feel s
I can feel lost 5'3" and 135 pound
and it takes ages to return
as i must remain

A tornado flew around my heart aft
excuse the mess it made,
I guess I’m not the same
been awake for days
just basking in your grace

I can hear the pressure
I can see the pain
I can smell the blodod
and it trickles down the drain
it’s night

I don’t know what I want
but I know that I need you
because I sleep, eat, and breathe
you leak into my dreams
you,

From the first day
from the first smile
you held my hand
made my life worthwhile
never gave up

It was a month of learning
Through trial and tribulation
It was a month of question
And wonder, and stimulation
It was a month, on the calender

Third one tonight
god I’m going insane
just yearning to hold you babe
I don’t know what to do
I’ve waited

watch the smoke roll
feel it take the toll
watch reality slip away
not a care in the world
not like i cared anyway

It’s two in the morning and I am
But for a different reason, I’m n
I’m thankful tonight, for everythi
I’m thankful tonight, for everythi
That I did for my family, even th

kiss her slowly
kiss her with passion
kiss her with no intention of goin
no plans of wandering hands or dro
kiss her just to kiss her

And i write these poems in your na
in your presence,
in your grace
so just walk on,
and pass me by,

I miss your looks,
I miss your kiss,
i miss your touch,
and all the rest
you don’t know,

such a delicate flower
she’s the one in the sun
she thinks the worst of herself
but this girl
oh this one

In the dark I listen
to hear you close the door
In the dark I search
for your footsteps on the floor
in the dark I cry