I know we’re not meant to be . I know I won’t end up hearing the words “ to have and to hold from this day forward, for better or for worse,” but you know a girl could only dream . I build this fairytale life we could live you know the one were they say 1+1=3 . If I let my thoughts out some may call me psycho, delusional, things of that nature but they don’t see what I see. without you it’s like im incomplete  my heart only aches i no longer experience  that great escape you mean the world to me now it feels like your gone. how do I get you back? How did it get this far?  We’re not meant to be I know this but can we just pretend .  Let’s replay the great memories we had  in one day wouldn’t that be great? As the memories replay in my head my thoughts of someone being with you becomes so fatal, but I couldn’t act on it so I let it eat me up inside or should I suffer the consequences of a “I hate you”. You hate me? I couldn’t bare to hear that no not at all so is it just best to let you go now and just deal with not being with you at all?