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Baby Boy

One day I will find someone who loves me, as much as I loved you  
He will fear losing me... he will fear for living a life without me
Soon I will find someone who actually meant “I love you”
No longer would I have to read old messages to hear those three words
For I will wake up everyday to man who truly loves me
No longer will I shed another tear
For one day I will find someone who will kneel on one knee for me
Who eye sparkles with tears as he places that ring on my finger when he proposes  
And in God’s good willing I will give birth to his son
We will have a beautiful baby boy
With hope in my heart for him to be a difference from the men and boys today
He will know the meaning of love, for his first love will be for his mother
I will teach him the rights and wrongs
And I will tell him of the story of his mother’s first heart break
The story of the time I gave my all to a 16 year old boy
Of the time when I thought they said I was to young to love
I will tell him of the time I woke up so happy
Yet at night I cried myself to sleep for months
My baby boy will be just like the man I hope to find
He will push aside his pride for the girl of his dream
He will respect women as much as he respects me
I will pray one day before he lays in bed with a woman she will he the one he marries
I will pray he will never make her feel like how I felt
He will treat her like a queen because he would want his mother treated in such a way.
I hope he will be happy with her
So everyday when he looks me in the eye he won’t fake a smile like how I do
I hope at sixteen he isn’t making promises he can’t keep
And oh Lord I pray he doesn’t break her beyond repair
My baby boy will be different from you.
For when I bared my soul for you, you could careless
When I was there for you.. you took me for granted
You became my enemy when it was us against the world
I hope my son’s heart does not shatter every time he wakes up
Or confess his love to someone who sole purpose is to hurt you
And when my baby boy marries the girl of his dreams.
I pray he gives birth to a beautiful baby girl so he can show her how a man treats a woman
And when my granddaughter turns sixteen I pray she doesn’t fall in love with a sixteen year old like you..
Dear Ex Lover my baby boy will truly be different from you, for I hope no girl goes through the heart ache I went through with you

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