Aug 17
When I wake in my bed I panic and wonder why My heart beats fast My lips are dry
And so he’s ill, frail and weak, My heart is shattered, past memori… Weekends in London, plays and sho… Standing for hours, for photos we’… Now as he lays there, vulnerable a…
As I walk the world with a smile… Only I know the secret and disgra… Words in my head are hurtful and t… But only I know what I need to do As people talk at me I nod and gr…
D Deep in my heart their is a… E Everyday it is there hiding… P People look but they can’t… R Ridicule and pain, a constan… E Every day an effort to conform…
Taking my pen on a walk today Let’s see where it may take me It starts at my wrist and works it… And then it gets darker I see The line is fresh and bold and cle…
On my own, yet surrounded by peopl… I am trapped and isolated, lonely… It is dark here in this radiant li… maybe someone will see my plight. I’m standing still whilst all arou…
Demons inside me Infesting my mind Freely wonder I am resigned. The line is cut
Although these words are silent an… My heart still aches for you My love letter days are long gone… But my head still conveys the trut… Three little words so short and me…
At the end of the rainbow there is… I haven’t seen it but I have been… I travel along with the end in sig… the road has been long with dark d… My body is tired and my mind is we…
When I close my eyes I see nothin… Then the storyline begins as I cr… The thoughts come from deep inside… They rip my self esteem and integr… That I’m a bad person, rude and o…
Not sure what’s real or not This dream like state is strange Am I deluded or virtually unreal How do I stop this pain The words ponder from my mind
You walk beside me in all I do Your care and love surround me I feel your warmth since the day y… Your shadow is close beside me I love the thought of you guiding…
They are inside me I can’t get them out feeling so immense I need them out I’ve tried and tried
I lay my head down to rest, Then the tidal wave begins, The water flows freely around And then it stops and spins There is now a whirlwind in my min…
But why don’t you understand I want you to know how I’m feelin… But why won’t you even listen I need you to know for my healing But why do you laugh it off