no, this is not a phase
All I can feel is tears dropping down my face
I can hear the people talking about me
Those voices in my head, they are like demons summoning me
The blades cutting through my skin, like a hacksaw
All my feelings come rushing at once
I’m not skinny, I’m not pretty those are the words they use
Ugly, fat, repulsive I don’t know why they do?
I’m just like them aren’t I?
They want me gone, just like that
I can tell I’m getting worse, cuts are getting deeper,
More and more scars cover my body
My wrists look like chopping blocks,
Walls come crashing down next to me,
The pain, anger and the confusion
I believe the things they say, I’m worthless
I try lots of things to be like them,
I dont know what they want, I guess me dead
(2013)
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