Why does it have to be me that feels dark inside. Why do i always feel like i don’t belong, Why do i always reach out for a knife when i feel dark or in pain? Why do i always find my self feeling relaxed when i see blood pouring down, Why do i always end up with scars? Why do i always put people in pain, Why do i always put people aside, even the ones that love me, why does it have to be me, i don’t understand can anyone help? Day in and day out, all i ever think about is why me? Why does it have to be me?
This is the start of my darkest days