A Ending Love
i had to end it.
that’s what kills me
i wanted us to work
so bad ;
but, he didn’t try
he has torn me apart
i let him in
i gave everything to him
i poured my heart out to him,
over.. and over again;
and still got nothing
in return
just a broken heart
and some mean glares
i just expected so much from him..
i even knew he didnt want me anymore
i had all the proof in the world
people i knew would come up to me;
horrible things that he did
and horrible things he said
about me
but, even than i couldnt let him go
even than i didnt believe anyone..
what a fool i am
just listening to what he told me;
all lies
that is
i had this wonderful idea in my head
that the always and, forevers
were all real
that the one night in the back seat of his car
was real
that the first time he said i love you;
was real
when he gave me a single rose
was real
but no
it wasnt
it was all nothing
just an act to make me fall;
in love
but for right now
i feel hate
i feel emptiness
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