I still don’t know What I should think What do you want me To think? Are we only friends?

Do you dream of me The way I dream about you? If they only knew... If you only knew! That life isn’t

I care too much About people I barely know About people I’ve never met About people I will never forget I used to think

Of all the girls Who throw themselves At you Daily Why did you

If I had to wait Millions of years Unreasonable Serious Travesty

Sometimes I really wonder What the point is Of socialization I don’t feel comfortable Socializing

Dashed like salt Shaken from the shaker Sprinkled as a spice What did they say? Sugar and spice?

It’s funny How I let my guard down Just ironically Periodically I contradict myself

Eat the pumpkin Stupid parrot Stop mocking me And calling me names I hate playing those games

How can something so right Be so wrong In so many ways? At the same time? Concurrent sentence

Devastating is the realization That I cannot simply fly away To a place where skies are not gre… Where there is an easier way Of getting through another day

Close you eyes And just pretend That you are somewhere else That you are someone else Someone who

Despite the lies I tell myself I know the truth Will always haunt me Like unsolved murders I lay awake thinking

Drink your stupid drink Until you get sick Laying on cold tiles As dehydrated As you would be

Honey mustard Paint me yellow Paint by numbers Two and three Never the right