(2006)
If you could see it in my eyes The subtle refusal Because it might not feel right to… Not at this moment Not at this point in time
Despite the lies I tell myself I know the truth Will always haunt me Like unsolved murders I lay awake thinking
It’s hard to explain The sudden change That I feel when the rain Soaks through Only if you knew
Close you eyes And just pretend That you are somewhere else That you are someone else Someone who
How can something so right Be so wrong In so many ways? At the same time? Concurrent sentence
Stars fall To the ground 'Round your feet Universes Collapse
Even when I wanted to run Straight for the hills I stayed here Taking my pills Pretending there are birds
It’s funny How I let my guard down Just ironically Periodically I contradict myself
Lucky as you are Individuality is yours Voice your thoughts Even if only to yourself Integrity
You swing on the trapeze With finesse With ease Not even the breeze Sways you
I am guilty Of wanting too much Out of life Of wanting it all Of wanting what I can’t have
Sometimes I really wonder What the point is Of socialization I don’t feel comfortable Socializing
Someone told me About Judy Garland; That she Was the first Celebrity
When you think That I’m staring off into space I’m thinking About space itself How space and time interlock
Wondering why history repeats, rep… Into a muddled mass That just comes back Haunting us all Calculating