(2008)
Sometimes I really wonder What the point is Of socialization I don’t feel comfortable Socializing
It’s hard to explain The sudden change That I feel when the rain Soaks through Only if you knew
Even when I wanted to run Straight for the hills I stayed here Taking my pills Pretending there are birds
Be honest with me And I’ll be honest with you Like I had intended to I always want to Be true
Someone told me About Judy Garland; That she Was the first Celebrity
Lingering thoughts Sometimes overwhelm me I can’t even seem to Close my eyes Without seeing you
Devastating is the realization That I cannot simply fly away To a place where skies are not gre… Where there is an easier way Of getting through another day
I walk this stretch Most mornings The tall grass Still glistening with dew The tracks are wet
If only it Were as easy As it is for everyone else Nobody is Talking to me
Of all the girls Who throw themselves At you Daily Why did you
I like the way you greet me As though you’re waiting to meet m… Without the opportunity Of doing so discreetly You ought not to do
Despite the lies I tell myself I know the truth Will always haunt me Like unsolved murders I lay awake thinking
When you think That I’m staring off into space I’m thinking About space itself How space and time interlock
It’s funny How I let my guard down Just ironically Periodically I contradict myself
I find it hard not To just Run right over to You Not caring what