my eyes are wet glazing down my ch
becuase every day I know that I’v
I’ve lost those little feet flutte
I’ve lost getting to see you on th
I’ve lost all your fingers and toe

I have nothing
I am left empty
I can only write to solve my soul’
my mind is my best friend
I am my own enemy

im haunted by your memories
they send sheer guilt thru my vein
sending me to my own disparity
my thoughts attack me every time i
THERES always a constant remind

life is what you do with it not wh
life is about quaility not quaniti
life is about now, and not about
life is precious not fragile
life is a memory for the future

come over here and hold me tight
keep me warm like a mid summer nig
make me hot, and breath heavy
hold me close, hold me tighter, ru
against mine

you blow my heart into the midnigh
I watch it fly
fly high with the fireflies paying
that can light up a sky or shine
smiling i look across to see your

you blow my heart into the sky lik
like a light in a child’s closet
like the teddy bear that lays clos
making the noise of the ocean com
the heart will beat soft but come

Timing your thoughts to collect yo
Sayings come and go, but thoughts
into the slow motion of endless ti
thousandths land mines
each one exploding to create the m

you stood on the chair stirring th
you turn to me and start to sing “
your words told me how much you lo
you reassuerd me I was raising you
after you said “let it go mom I lo

Skies are blue, skies are grey, bu
empty air lifts the soul from my c
leaving me to float ....like an em
I can’t move the body only wants t
HOW empty it feels, how weak, but

What do you see today in the cloud
I see Tyler staring down mommy...
Oh ya tell him I say hello and i
time passes where we talk to the c
Until one day the boy was in the c