To: JS
i despise things that shine so bright they could burn through my soul and
no one had questioned her when she didn’t eat. no one wondered why she wore sweaters on hot days, or even perhaps why she wore
you told me that one day i’d laugh at the things i write and
loneliness isn’t just being distant from people. loneliness is a feeling that consumes
i feel like everyone around me is doing what they need to do to make themselves happy and i just sit here and think abou… dying because permanent happiness
in my dreams I wake up to you in reality I wake up
your hands could burn through my cold skin, and maybe thats why we can
I knew it had happened once I closed my eyes and saw a faded i… of your face. or maybe I should ha… all along. I should’ve realized it… all those days where I was watchin…
there’s this unsettling feeling in… of your stomach when you’re stuck… that lays between reality and the… that plays in your mind. this feeling makes you want to bre…
you stand 50 feet away. you can see yourself close to the… but you can’t see yourself falling… as weeks go by, you’re suddenly 40 feet away.
you resemble everything i am not and everything i swore i hated, and maybe that’s
you were like a wave crashing into me; every time you hit shore i feel
there was something dangerously intriguing from the moment I laid my eyes on you;