I Shouldn't Have Said What I Did
I didn’t just hear it when it happened, it went off inside my head, all the things I over looked just to feel this dead.
I had to take a second to absorb how bad I broke and when it finally hit me I knew I had to go.
Out of his car and past all the trauma, I wanted to go back to when things were normal.
He insisted nothing had changed but I could feel it morphing around me, a year of working up to a friendship not worth having.
The silence pierced my drums, the numbness took my sight, all I remember saying was that it was gonna be alright.
Little does he know, I’m still down and weak, praying for the heavens to take my love to thee.
Now all by my lonesome I feed a love for two, knowing that you won’t but hoping you’ll come to.
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I wrote this about the mistake I made in telling my friend I have feelings for him. Turns out its better to not know than to get shut down.
