This Love That I Hate
I hate that you make me feel stupid, I hate that you make me feel small, I hate that you think you’re better than me but I hate it when you’re gone.
I can’t stand that you leave me speechless, I can’t stand that you always win, I can’t stand that you’re always perfect but I can’t stand it when you’re any different.
I don’t like that you’re so hard headed, I don’t like that you see my faults, I don’t like that you can work me but I don’t like it when you stop.
It bothers me that you don’t feel the same, it bothers me that you know I’m weak, it bothers me that you think I’m crazy but my hope for you helps me sleep.
I worry that you know too much, I worry about what you think, I worry that I can’t change for you but I know that my love can’t sink.
I pray because its all I have, I pray because this makes me sick, I pray because I’m such a mess and I pray because I know that this is blessed.
I love you because you make me mad, I love you because you always have something to prove, I love you because you’re so sarcastic and I love you because you’re you.
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