(2013)
Dedicated with love to Wyatt Adams.
I lay awake Waiting for you To call But you won’t And it’s
You said I’m funny like that, but I know it’s not true, You’re only saying that so I’ll laugh,
They said, broken wings, shattered dreams, fractured heart. I said,
They say you can’t fight fire with… but I would. Because my flame would rise higher than yours could. Because you would be damned, conde…
You can’t see the pain behind my s… I know something’s wrong, talk to… I can’t tell you I love you. It’s obvious, the way you act arou… You think I don’t notice you.
My first crush moved away, the summer before third grade, but I didn’t cry then. My parents beat me up,
Looking at that picture in my yearbook, the one of us, from January, in the science lab,
Watching you... self-destruct, it hurt me as much as it’s hurting you, I took down
Making it hurt, making it bleed, until I feel nothing at all. I just want
Looking outside, the angels come, rising out of the fire. I wonder where they’re from, as they rise higher and higher. Restless street, quiet night,
She’s alone, none of her friends k… She cries tears of blood when she’… She hides her feelings, sometimes… And she keeps it in when she’s mad… No one else knows what she’s been…
I wish I’d been there when you ne… I’m not with you now, but I shoul… You thought I was the one you wan… But I ran away because I was haun… You said I was beautiful, I didn’…
I am Amanda Laughman. I’m in band and orchestra. My favorite subject is social stud… My favorite color is yellow. I love jewelry and nail polish.
If only I’d known when I met you, that I would have fallen in love then. If only I’d known
He sat down next to me, I saw Spa… I knew then that Everything Has… Before, I was Invisible around hi… But Change has come, and he’s Min… I ended up in a State Of Grace.