Nothing
Nothing ever goes the way you want it to
Having kept this in mind, but unaccepted it
Anything denied becomes unwanted in the end
And this emptiness of desire becomes a weight of rejection.
Caring is kindness linked with potential hurt
To be selfish or polite, if driven by resentment
Greed automatically takes over your rational decision
And the control to deny feels like a placebo to your disappointment.
Numbness in the mind means numbness of the heart
Longed for your presence now longing to feel nothing
This hatred I endure is convincing in despising you
And my deprivation assures that your nothingness will be relieving.
