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This is what I wish I could say to my father. Maybe one day I will.
anger, pain, and sorrow raging inside yet seems so calm and collected
You are my light In the dark You are my calm In a storm You are my peace
you said I was an angel yet i only see the demon you said i had beauty yet i only see ugliness within you said “beauty in the flesh”
You sit in a corner and nobody sees the bloody tears running down your face For the pain you’ve
Have you ever seen the gleaming wight teeth floating by your head Or the glowing red eyes underneath your bed
i have learned over the years that love is no good It crushes your
a love that’s so close and yet so far within arms reach yet i
I can put on any outfit, any mask and fool the wisest of men
Blood flow freely flow until i have no more to give Flow until you have
How can I go three days Depressed and barely eating But he doesn’t even notice Tortured in my dreams By visions of the past
Plip, plop the blood drops Tick, tock goes the clock Ding, dong
fists flying we’re in fisticuffs and there’s no stopping it i stepped in out of place to take
They say she died tragically It’s sad to see a
A whisper fades on the evening wind along with the hope of tomorrows friend Yet there is a
I don’t have any words left to write so why do I even bother trying I have felt so