To my boyfriend Cris
(2013)
This is a story of two lost souls and standing up for those you love.
What do you do when you’ve screwed up this bad and you’re not sure that it can be fixed
eyes wide open it’s the middle of the night eyes wide open and i’ve given
ring ring the final day is done ring ring time is up ring ring
gossamer wings hiding the black soul underneath crystal eyes hiding the dark pit behind if you could see the
How can I go three days Depressed and barely eating But he doesn’t even notice Tortured in my dreams By visions of the past
How my heart does beat simply by reading your words How it feels like it shall burst from me when you are near When time and space separate
Every thing seems to be changing around me And i’m not sure i’ll be
“please sir” those are the only words I can say i don’t know
The constant ruckus The constant noise When will it stop When will it cease When will i finaly
I want to talk to let you know But I see that you’re dealing, Barely that is, with your own shit I see it in your eyes, In the way you stand
i’ve got to many images and words in my own head a part of me
The time passes by with the anquish of tears The pain and sarrow are
Don’t hide me from the rain Don’t hide me from the pain i still hear
I can put on any outfit, any mask and fool the wisest of men
This isn’t a poem, it’s relly just… Of pain and sorrow And the lost maybes of tomorrow For i can’t remember a single happ… i remember smiling, laughing