10/15/15
when i came here i was hoping people would stay out of my life now they’re screwing
What do you do when you’ve screwed up this bad and you’re not sure that it can be fixed
I sit amongst a group of people not saying a word they do not
Did you know I’ve cut myself Watched myself Bleed Did you know
maybe it’s all in my head that the world is really this crue… perhaps they are right that I need to let go but i can’t make myself do it
Every where around me i see happiness and joy yet i can’t join in The feeling of being dead inside
I really just want to know what you think what crosses your mind when i
Don’t tell me you love me Don’t tell me you hate me Don’t say you
fists flying we’re in fisticuffs and there’s no stopping it i stepped in out of place to take
eyes wide open it’s the middle of the night eyes wide open and i’ve given
He sits on a hill of bodies and wonders why has this become his hated fate To take the life
my tears fall but i no longer feel them the pain i felt is nothing more than hollowness now i’ve finally given up
Who am i to you? Am i boy or girl? Am i life
I can put on any outfit, any mask and fool the wisest of men
splish, splash floating in my own blood so many cuts that i’ve actually