Every where around me i see happiness and joy yet i can’t join in The feeling of being dead inside

The wind blows softly across the meadow carrying the whispers of tomorrow’s sorrows If you listen closely

i wont be falling any time soon i wont come calling on you i’ll stand on my own

I’ve probably had about ten shots now trying to drown out her memory We left under harsh words, tears, and shouts

I’m sitting on a hill staring at a city that I never loved A life I could

a love that’s so close and yet so far within arms reach yet i

The time passes by with the anquish of tears The pain and sarrow are

right or wrong it’s up to you each person has their own moral compass some people may

ring ring the final day is done ring ring time is up ring ring