Broken

Days pass and I remember all the times we had 

Times when it felt like I had all the time with you in the world. 

I felt like nothing in the world can hurt me because my daddy was there

We would go to the beach and the sun seemed like it would be shinning forever

Years have passed as we grow older I see you 

In your chair just sitting with salt and pepper hair and avocado skin 

The men in scrubs say we’re not going to have you forever 

Tears flow like water flowing out of the bath tub and soaking the living room carpet

Hearts are broken in pieces and I don’t think they can ever be put together the right way

Is anything going to matter when knowing this sorrow is eating me alive

I would not ever be able to hold your hand again 

Knowing that your going to go high in the heavens makes me close my eyes and imagine I was there with you 

Holding your hand and you telling me that you’ll always be with us

I cry out at night “Please Daddy don’t go don’t leave me” “ Please stay forever why do you have to go”

I’m out of words to speak there is no other way to say how much I’ll miss you