"Remember You"
For the rest of my life I’m cursed with this disease
I’m told to stay strong and believe..
but believing in myself is the hardest thing I have to do
I stare into the mirror and scream out loud “THIS ISN’T YOU!”
what they don’t know is what they cant see
This disease trying to regain control,
Past memories, shooting up all of my cravings
no energy, no effort to be who I want to be.
the life of an ADDICT, cant you see?
The battle I face everyday will forever go on inside of me.
Now comes this struggle, to stay STRONG
through the hurt. To establish values and not revert.
I remember my smile. So charismatic
before going down this erratic path, as a heroin fanatic.
yet just another struggling drug addict.
this feeling is lonely and strange
a foreign exchange that rains pain
and stains like the blood from my veins
On my life less remains.
All I try to do these days is pray my higher power
To grant me the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change.
