Mostly Most every cry, felt so hollow. Most every day, so hard to swallow Most every dream, turned into sand Mostly I crawled, to weak to stan Most days blended together, 3
Fuck you Fuck you for all the filthy things Fuck you for all the things you hi You think you have the world foole But I’m living in this nightmare What you say and what you do are s 6 6
Never see the light again You want me to believe you, but yo You want this love to last, but I You show me what you want me to se You tell me you’ll treat me better Who are you really and what are yo 1
Nightmare And where’s that beautiful sunset I can’t get enough sleep these day Where are the dreams we always tal Why is my mind plagued with stress What kind of trauma has been done 2
Goodbye Today was the day I would say far I decided I could no longer live A world full of anger, pain, sadne A fake smile being my only disguis I want to smile again and have it 2 1
Invisible Can you see me, I’m standing righ Can you feel me, I’m very near. Can you hear me, I’m talking so l Do you see all I’ve done, I thoug Do you love me for me, 2
Moonlight The silver lit moon, in the dark g A mystery to understand, although Everything is connected, and I in A beautiful butterfly is formed fr Without the sun’s bright light not
Sickness The ciggerate burns all the way do As I inhale the smoke, my anxiety Thoughts twirl around in my mind, Some things I just can leave behi I look in the mirror at this body 2 1
Ginger Noel Carter I can’t believe your gone, The fucking radio keeps playing yo It hit so close to home, I had no place to roam. Heart heavy and tears in my eyes,
The Wild Her eyes were bloodshot, Her hands were cold. The battle she fought, Her heart of gold. Is it true that the world may have
Lithium A heart that stops its rhythm, A man as deadly as lithium. She scrambled for her strength and She just couldn’t get past the non She longed for the determination s 5
Begin Again The trauma has started to set in, I think about my life and where I A few choices ago, the decisions t Why didn’t I go, what made me sta This is the hand I was dealt, it’ 1
Drowning The same things that tie me down, are the things that let me drown, I feel the water above my head, Am I still alive, or am I finally I fell off the boat, it seemed sta
Lost I'm looking for answers I can’t s Like a roadblock or obstacle I ca Do I move backwards or find a dif Can I ever get around it, or is t Another night passes with wounds t 3 2
Anxiety and Trauma I sit here in anguish from the ins Fighting through this trauma learn I honestly feel like everything ha But when my anxiety takes over it My fears begin to mock me. I end 1
Hope for tomorrow She wishes her doubt would turn to She is doing her best just to cope She smiles even though she feels e She wants to run away but has no w So she takes it one moment at a ti 1 3
Breakup I pull all of our pictures off the I want to talk, but I can’t bring Our love such a wonderful adventur Turned into quite a mess and thing You lied, stole, and cheated me,
The End I feel the sadness, you can see it I do not trust you, my reality dis Give me a hug, help me through my Say whatever you need to say, Take my hands, begin to pray.
Tragic It broke my heart that I worked s Every door I thought I had opened Wake up and try again another day, So much inside I just couldn’t sa So much forcing me under I couldn
Consumed He thinks I’m the girl I was befo The girl he speaks of, is one I c The world filled my head with ange Why can't he encourage me, all I My heart pounding out of my chest, 2 2
Michael A young boy taken to soon, He inhaled the smoke, He was found in his room. Many things remind us of him, Our minds wander to what could hav 4
Springtime The flowers are blooming, a fragra Children are laughing and playing, The sun is shining brightly in the Too bad you don’t have wings it wo Taking all of nature in, 2
Smexy Passion from his lips, All the way down to my hips. Ripping the clothes off of my skin He’s breathing heavy as he goes in Tingles running through my body,
Always find the way Everything happens for a reason, Changes come and go like seasons. I see flashes of his face in my mi Missing that smile, the only thing If I need to let him go, then why
Everything This was the end, Everything was nothing like she th He sank her soul to the bottom of Everything was different, not as s Her voice felt so small,
Adversity Sometimes we find the light in the You thought you would never stop c Bad days end eventually, and good I wish the world would stop judgin Most of us are better because we l
sunshine and the soul Out here in the glistening sunshin I feel like I’m on my own world a Music playing softly and birds chi Harmony and balance mixed with a l Clothes peeled away from my skin, 2
Calm this storm I sit here in anguish from the ins Fighting through this trauma and l I honestly believe everything happ But when my depression and anxiety My fears begin to mock me and I e
Defeated It’s as if the stars fell from the I thought I was strong enough to Life had been tough several times Like an unstoppable force, I coul Being broke or losing pride hadn’t 2
Fallen The sadness washed out from my sou I couldn’t deny it anymore, I com The endless tears not allowing me My broken could no be longer held Wanting to be alone....away from t 2
Grace Over Perfection I think about the sun, But it seems not to shine. I am nothing, And nothing is mine. I sit down to write,