There never really was an us We never let it get that far Somewhere along the way What once seemed like a promising… Turned into lust

You asked today why I feel the ne… I shrugged it off and replied with… You pointed at the cigarette betwe… You said my soul was turning black I laughed at that because you shou…

I can’t tell if I’ve lost my way… I can’t lie because you can see th… I can’t sleep because I dream of… I can’t try because my focus is go… I can’t keep my strength because a…

I spent the day wondering about y… I spent the evening next to you on… Even though we’d get in trouble if… I spent the next few hours waiting… You told me you’d call me but I h…

I act like I don’t care so much That I’m beginning not to It’s just that the days drag on And I can’t get any rest I’m exhausted

I found your shirt in my room toda… And I realized the smell of you h… I listened to your favorite song And realized I wasn’t the one who… I think you’re just too busy looki…

Clocks are ticking softly in my he… My time is surely coming to an end I light another and inhale it in Thinking about everything I wish… I often wonder if you do the same

There’s a lot of bad things in thi… And it’s easy to lose sight of who… There’s a cancerous disease eating… But nobody knows because if I don… Then it’s like I’m not diagnosed

I want to escape this fucked up pl… People call me morbid But then they only care about the… Isn’t there something wrong with t… Apparently I’m the only one who s…

The thought of self is a concept t… It’s hard to know who you are when… But think about what you love and… Because you are all those things Darling you’re a masterpiece