After anger, life You, forbidden, deal me out Before the light ends

Insidious you Memories like a black hole Night kisses the day The dark crawling in Rising from a thunder strike

Messiah darkness Free will needs its own ruler Right hand general

Butterfly woman Lemonade & blood stained floors Sour reunion Girl full of honey Wake before the rain of hurt

Your heart is speaking Trust yourself not someone’s wants Listen to yourself

Vilipend savior I always die in your arms Breaking through my skin

My sanctuary A dark painful resting place Alarm strikes collide Socialization An alignment or betrayed

You bring life to me Paper won’t keep or make leave Shelter from the fear Heat beneath winter Troubled dreams leave me alone

Someone come find me In fire I’m reunited Here I’ll be waiting From now no escape A thousand shades of one’s love

Alone yet crowded Paradise don’t let me down Crowded yet alone

When it only hurts Sleep finally comes to me Eyes closed wide awake Blood river of love Resurrection entertained

Nine lives aren’t enough Many meetings, many lives Gone, lifted away

As high as one can Equal to the lowest low To flow as water

Bleed to disappear The past that holds the triggers Erase the patterns Fear of losing love A life forgotten to live

Going under please Hollow words like darkness spreads Winter fuels your heart