I have been waiting Bang bang, all over you now All lit up again Who will you run to I don’t really know me now

I’m the first you told The others knew before me Love and misery Love crushed by desire Afraid ready to take flight

Quiddity of life Time nor distance alter not Purpose over style

What if, memories War of change, fixed at zero Selfless death then life Dark matter vision Dark empty void into light

Clean my memory Pain a pleasant end to you Hello its just me

Only memories Words to promises to lies The memory’s world

When it only hurts Sleep finally comes to me Eyes closed wide awake Blood river of love Resurrection entertained

Sin’s history inked Her words poison in my veins On the other side

Depressed down and up Look for success yet unsure Alone and afraid

Bleed to disappear The past that holds the triggers Erase the patterns Fear of losing love A life forgotten to live

Behind these blue eyes A kiss from a rose draws blood Goodbye goodbye her Only memory A believer of the day

Diaphanous love Feeling real an illusion Real the hurt and pain Penetralia Her younger self still crying

Seeing through the rain Life blurred through the memories Seeing through the tears

A fading flower Vulnerable conditions A human compost

Tears fall like ashes Pain burns away the surface Life’s amnesia