Somethings happened.... somethings changed. i cant put my finger on it. i cant explain....
A necessity is gone; its missing. I dont know what it is; i just know that its gone.
It’s not air thats missing. I can still feel it all around me; i just know that i cant breathe. The air is far too heavy; it won’t reach my lungs. I cant breathe....
Its like whenever i woke up this morning, the world had changed. I didnt have a clue until this afternoon. My world had gone without me. I cant breathe..... Everythings gone. Nothings like it should be. I wish i had stayed ignorant; i shouldve stayed away from the rabbit hole.
My breath gets heavier as i type these words.... I cant breathe... My eyes droop downward... I cant concentrate.
These words are to help me; let go and allow evolution to take place. I have to accept the change; i have to face it. Despite the pain it causes, i have to let it go. Just let it all go..... So i can finally breathe.
With these final words in these final sentences, I let go. The world i loved falls into the abyss. It will never be the same. My world has changed. I cant turn it back.
All I can do is let go of how things use to be. And face how they are now.
I can’t breathe… this air is filled with an unknown substance of which I am not use to. I have to adapt otherwise I should die with out air.
I can’t breathe…Now I choose to walk this new earth surrounded by this new air… and I just breathe in ...