Searching For My Peace Of Mind, by Aas

Aas

Searching For My Peace Of Mind

I am alone

In darkness

Waiting to wake from this nightmare.

Wake me

Startle me

Make me feel alive.

Numbness.

Pain.

Deep pain that sits in the core of my

Bones.

I would not wish this upon anyone.

Broken.

Deep sadness.

My mind entering a black hole

Like a vacuum.

Consuming my thoughts.

Consuming my feelings,

…My strength

…My energy.

Lack of control.

Perhaps the worst feeling I have ever

Felt.

Wake me

For I am slowly drowning in darkness.

Drowning in sadness.

Anxiety

Depression

Anger

Hate

Madness.

All I am searching for is my “peace of mind.”

~AAS

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