Faith, it’s what lives inside each
It protects us from a painful worl
It’s the part of life that helps u
Go to bed each night.
It protects us from the demons tha

Depression.
It alters our perception.
Causing fatigue.
Remnants of the previous tales of
Leaving us dreaming of the unknown

These four walls encasing me with
I am the only living inhabitant in
Since I became this way.
To ne’er want to see the vibrant l
I look outside to the sight of a s

This infection is spreading throug
Burying itself deep into my chille
Brittle bones shaking.
Body aching.
Mind not awaking.

My life.
Made with a knife.
And a blade.
I have it made.
Living in seclusion.

I am a bird soaring through the sk
Overlooking the ocean tides below.
The water surfacing onto the moist
Creating barriers within.
My wide wings gliding through the

Me, I haven’t inhabited a million
Every million miles, I don’t have
I figure, why try?
All I can do is cry.
I am a girl of many secrets.

I can feel this monster inside of
It is attempting to break free.
This monster’s identity happens to
How it came to be inside of me is
How do I live while it crawls aro

I’m addicted to pain.
With happiness, there has never be
Someone needs to mend my shattered
I know, from this part of life I
He tried to help me, so that’s a s

I look out across the widespread o
In the distance, I can see a beau
I spot a gradually succumbing ship
Tis decaying, this one.
Sequentially moving under the wate

Life is like a prison.
I can see it through my lying visi
I can sense my departed joy.
I have been taken advantage of lik
I can feel it flowing through my v

The future is unknown.
But you will reap what you have so
You have made many choices.
Choices that are judged by many vo
That one time you pulled out your

How can this life be handled?
Tears stream down my pale face lik
I determine to move on, but I jus
My life may have reached its final
A loaded pistol is being held to m

I’m on my knees.
I’m pleading.
Please,
Please never leave me.
I give you my word.

Somebody needs to check my brain.
I’m inquisitive, I need to know i
The deviation in my mind finally c
Adjacent to others, I am definite
In others’ eyes I am aught, only

My skin, so pale and lifeless.
Why do I live so tragically like
Sometimes I binge or purge;
Just because I often feel the urg
This motionless and faded hair tie

I long for you.
My soul is dying to feel your gras
My heart can feel your soul as you
I can feel your endless guilt.
I try to reach out to you and save

As I sit alone in my lonely world
I know that my obsession with deat
Rocking back in forth, thinking, “
I fight to get through every tortu
I cannot figure out my purpose to

Adversity dwells in the deep Abys
An amorphous figure that stares us
Our past is it’s shadow, our futur
Existence is merely a mind game
Of searching,

This life of mine is so highly per
The agony is seeping deeper and de
The agony enclosing my mind, slowl
Creating small, piercing holes wit
The agony is trying to escape, but

I have loved, and I have been lov
But you have made this misery so o
That I no longer remember.
I no longer care.
Any nerves left in my body have be

Tonight is a vague night.
I’m awaiting the early morning lig
I can feel the demons inside of me
Trying to break free.
I peek through the shutter shades

This world is not where I belong.
To clarify this statement, I coul
Life is not fair.
I know I’m odd in others’ account
It’s as if I’m not cut out for th

I used to go to bed each night and
After all, God has always had my
I never used to be afraid to die,
But if I said that now it would b
I cannot bear the thought of leavi

I feel as if I’ve murdered him do
Even though I haven’t, I feel lik
I have caused him so much pain.
I couldn’t stop it, it just came.
Because of me that blade penetrate

I feel so alone in this lonely gar
My best friends are a razorblade a
I stare at this beautiful crimson
It glares back at me like I’m wor
I gaze through the petals of the s

Life is like a dark room.
Your own private tomb.
The lights flicker on and off symb
They will permanently ostracize on

It sits there alone on the rotted
The dark midnight air surrounding
I stop and stare.
A colorless shell is all that it w
The bright color of red trickles d

This constant unhappiness is suffo
Little by little.
As the days drag on,
I can feel my sane-ness slowly fad
As the end nears,

I am living under a sky of dust.
Nothing has ever been clarified to
I don’t know what it feels like, s
Every day is torture.
I can hear people in my head whisp

You look at this house and see a c
The windows are shattered,
You had really hoped for more.
The somber night air leisurely asp
Decaying trees surrounding the iso

I lay in bed with this soft blanke
The dark night is encasing me.
Leisurely suffocating me.
I feel claustrophobic.
The dim moonlight shining through

I face this fire as it glares at m
Its flames overpowering my percept
The smoke burning in my lustrous e
These choices I have made are cle
This fire standing above me, I fe

My joy slowly departed.
Now I am left broken hearted.
My soul shall soon linger
In God’s kingdom.
I will no longer be

I can feel failure seeping into my
You are the only thing keeping me
Do you have any idea how much you’
You are my first significant accom
In my heart, you have put a big de

Life can be so permeated with sorr
It’s like living out your death.
Pain seeping deep into your bone m
This life is cleft.
For you, it seems there is no matc