I am living under a sky of dust.
Nothing has ever been clarified to
I don’t know what it feels like, s
Every day is torture.
I can hear people in my head whisp

It sits there alone on the rotted
The dark midnight air surrounding
I stop and stare.
A colorless shell is all that it w
The bright color of red trickles d

These four walls encasing me with
I am the only living inhabitant in
Since I became this way.
To ne’er want to see the vibrant l
I look outside to the sight of a s

This world is not where I belong.
To clarify this statement, I coul
Life is not fair.
I know I’m odd in others’ account
It’s as if I’m not cut out for th

I’m on my knees.
I’m pleading.
Please,
Please never leave me.
I give you my word.

Depression.
It alters our perception.
Causing fatigue.
Remnants of the previous tales of
Leaving us dreaming of the unknown

Life is like a prison.
I can see it through my lying visi
I can sense my departed joy.
I have been taken advantage of lik
I can feel it flowing through my v

I miss when my head was able to re
Those times were unmistakably the
When I could hear your rapid hear
Now when I look back, I realize t
Presently, I am a lonely mess.

Me, I haven’t inhabited a million
Every million miles, I don’t have
I figure, why try?
All I can do is cry.
I am a girl of many secrets.

I am a bird soaring through the sk
Overlooking the ocean tides below.
The water surfacing onto the moist
Creating barriers within.
My wide wings gliding through the

My life.
Made with a knife.
And a blade.
I have it made.
Living in seclusion.

This life of mine is so highly per
The agony is seeping deeper and de
The agony enclosing my mind, slowl
Creating small, piercing holes wit
The agony is trying to escape, but

How can this life be handled?
Tears stream down my pale face lik
I determine to move on, but I jus
My life may have reached its final
A loaded pistol is being held to m

This constant unhappiness is suffo
Little by little.
As the days drag on,
I can feel my sane-ness slowly fad
As the end nears,

As I sit alone in my lonely world
I know that my obsession with deat
Rocking back in forth, thinking, “
I fight to get through every tortu
I cannot figure out my purpose to

My skin, so pale and lifeless.
Why do I live so tragically like
Sometimes I binge or purge;
Just because I often feel the urg
This motionless and faded hair tie

Tonight is a vague night.
I’m awaiting the early morning lig
I can feel the demons inside of me
Trying to break free.
I peek through the shutter shades

Life is like a dark room.
Your own private tomb.
The lights flicker on and off symb
They will permanently ostracize on

My joy slowly departed.
Now I am left broken hearted.
My soul shall soon linger
In God’s kingdom.
I will no longer be

My ire life is morbid.
I need to keep myself from dwellin
I am a winter owl inhabiting a dam
To fly away, I will never cancel
I am surviving on the wretchedness

I feel so alone in this lonely gar
My best friends are a razorblade a
I stare at this beautiful crimson
It glares back at me like I’m wor
I gaze through the petals of the s

That incident still dwelling in my
Where it stole my heart.
Ah, yes, that incident.
Where the pain pierced my useless
That incident.

I can feel failure seeping into my
You are the only thing keeping me
Do you have any idea how much you’
You are my first significant accom
In my heart, you have put a big de

I have loved, and I have been lov
But you have made this misery so o
That I no longer remember.
I no longer care.
Any nerves left in my body have be

I lay in bed with this soft blanke
The dark night is encasing me.
Leisurely suffocating me.
I feel claustrophobic.
The dim moonlight shining through

Somebody needs to check my brain.
I’m inquisitive, I need to know i
The deviation in my mind finally c
Adjacent to others, I am definite
In others’ eyes I am aught, only

I feel as if I’ve murdered him do
Even though I haven’t, I feel lik
I have caused him so much pain.
I couldn’t stop it, it just came.
Because of me that blade penetrate

The future is unknown.
But you will reap what you have so
You have made many choices.
Choices that are judged by many vo
That one time you pulled out your

Adversity dwells in the deep Abys
An amorphous figure that stares us
Our past is it’s shadow, our futur
Existence is merely a mind game
Of searching,

I face this fire as it glares at m
Its flames overpowering my percept
The smoke burning in my lustrous e
These choices I have made are cle
This fire standing above me, I fe

This infection is spreading throug
Burying itself deep into my chille
Brittle bones shaking.
Body aching.
Mind not awaking.

Life can be so permeated with sorr
It’s like living out your death.
Pain seeping deep into your bone m
This life is cleft.
For you, it seems there is no matc

Faith, it’s what lives inside each
It protects us from a painful worl
It’s the part of life that helps u
Go to bed each night.
It protects us from the demons tha

I can hear vulgar screaming coming
Calling out my name, causing my in
“Bailey. Bailey.” are the only wo
It’s trying to get me, but me it w
This voice screaming will never ce

The love from him is all I need.
He has changed my life for the bet
All my pain has been freed.
I rarely feel any agony, all I fe
He has come from above.

I’m addicted to pain.
With happiness, there has never be
Someone needs to mend my shattered
I know, from this part of life I
He tried to help me, so that’s a s